Thursday 31 December 2009

Songs of December

1. Hazy - Rosi Golan feat. William Fitzsimmons.

2. Coin Laundry - Lisa Mitchell.

3. Supernatural - Jont.

4. Jesus, etc. - Wilco.

5. Call it Off - Tegan & Sara.

6. First Love - Boy In Static.

7. I'm in Love with the City - God Help The Girl.

8. Hope - The Submarines.

9. Save You - Matthew Perryman Jones.

10. The Stars Shine in the Sky Tonight - Eels.

Monday 30 November 2009

Songs of November

1. Everything Reminds Me of Her - Elliott Smith.

2. I'm a Man - Black Strobe.

3. Party - El Perro del Mar.

4. Postcards from Italy - Beirut.

5. I Found You - Tilly and the Wall.

6. Skinny Love - Bon Iver.

7. Baby - Devendra Banhart.

8. The Sun Ain't Shining No More - The Asteroids Galaxy Tour.

9. Arrow - Tegan & Sara.

10. Stadium Love - Metric.

Saturday 28 November 2009

More Quotes from Literature

1. "Women can resist a man's love, a man's fame, a man's personal appearance, and a man's money, but they cannot resist a man's tongue when he knows how to talk to them." - from The Woman in White by Wilkie Collins.

2. "You know how people long to be eternal. But they die with every day that passes. When you meet them, they're not what you met last. In any given hour, they kill some part of themselves. They change, they deny, they contradict - and they call it growth. At the end there's nothing left, nothing unreserved or unbetrayed; as if there had never been an entity, only a succession of adjectives fading in and out on an unformed mass." - from The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand.

3. "It is only when we are very happy, that we can bear to gaze merrily upon the vast and limitless expanse of water, rolling on and on with such persistent, irritating monotony, to the accompaniment of our thoughts, whether grave or gay. When they are gay, the waves echo their gaiety; but when they are sad, then every breaker, as it rolls, seems to bring additional sadness, and to speak to us of hopelessness and of the pettiness of all our joys." - from The Scarlet Pimpernel by Baroness Emmuska Orczy.

4. "It is a fair, even-handed, noble adjustment of things, that while there is infection in disease and sorrow, there is nothing so irresistibly contagious as laughter and good-humour." - from A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens.

5. "Anne always remembered the silvery, peaceful beauty and fragrant calm of that night. It was the last night before sorrow touched her life; and no life is ever quite the same again when once that cold, sanctifying touch has been laid upon it." - from Anne of Green Gables by Lucy Maud Montgomery.

6. "I am no bird; and no net ensnares me: I am a free human being with an independent will, which I now exert to leave you." - Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë.

7. "As long as war is regarded as wicked, it will always have its fascination. When it is looked upon as vulgar, it will cease to be popular." - from The Critic as Artist by Oscar Wilde.

8. "They wanted to speak, but could not; tears stood in their eyes. They were both pale and thin; but those sick pale faces were bright with the dawn of a new future, of a full resurrection into a new life. They were renewed by love; the heart of each held infinite sources of life for the heart of the other." - from Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky.

9. "How blessed are some people, whose lives have no fears, no dreads, to whom sleep is a blessing that comes nightly, and brings nothing but sweet dreams." - from Dracula by Bram Stoker.

10. "Better to reign in Hell, than serve in Heaven." - from Paradise Lost by John Milton.

Saturday 31 October 2009

Songs of October

1. Gold Guns Girls - Metric.

2. Lazy Eye - Silversun Pickups.

3. Ophelia - Kashmir.

4. Everything Disappears When You Come Around - Of Montreal.

5. Rave On - M. Ward.

6. On The Sly - Metric.

7. Fables - The Dodos.

8. Freddy Krueger - Reuben.

9. Monster Hospital - Metric.

10. Slow Show - The National.

Monday 19 October 2009

Nostalgic Songs (Part One)

Anyone that knows me can vouch for my passion for music. My day virtually isn't complete unless I've listened to music for a good few hours. And one of my most poignant memories of my youth is sitting by our CD player in the living room, wearing headphones that were way too big for me and listening to music for hours on end. Here's ten songs that take me back to that living room floor.

1. Bad Girl - Madonna.

2. Little Bird - Annie Lennox.

3. Mama - Genesis.

4. Dangerous - Michael Jackson.

5. Bennie and the Jets - Elton John.

6. Running Up That Hill - Kate Bush.

7. Blockbuster - Sweet.

8. Need You Tonight - INXS.

9. Welcome to the Jungle - Guns N' Roses.

10. There's No Other Way - Blur.

Wednesday 30 September 2009

Songs of September

1. Troublemaker - Weezer.

2. Train Song - Feist + Ben Gibbard.

3. Anthems for a Seventeen Year-Old Girl - Broken Social Scene.

4. Icky Thump - The White Stripes.

5. Don't Fight It - The Panics.

6. Closer - Kings of Leon.

7. Sexy Results - Death From Above 1979.

8. Speed Demon - Michael Jackson.

9. Cherry Cola - Eagles of Death Metal.

10. Spread Your Love - Black Rebel Motorcycle Club.

Monday 31 August 2009

Songs of August

1. You and Me Song - The Wannadies.

2. Fresh Feeling - Eels.

3. She's A Star - James.

4. I Know I Know I Know - Tegan & Sara.

5. Rusted Wheel - Silversun Pickups.

6. Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy.

7. Closer - Nine Inch Nails.

8. Burning Benches - Morning Runner.

9. Lover's Spit - Broken Social Scene.

10. Little Bit - Lykke Li.

Friday 31 July 2009

Audrey Hepburn Quotes

1. "Not to live for the day, that would be materialistic - but to treasure the day. I realise that most of us live on the skin - on the surface - without appreciating just how wonderful it is simply to be alive at all."

2. "People seem to have this fixed image of me. In a way I think it's very sweet, but it's also a little sad. After all, I'm a human being. When I get angry, I sometimes swear.

3. "There is a Dutch saying, 'Don't fret; it will happen differently anyway.' I believe that."

4. "I walk with my dogs which keeps me fit. I talk to my dogs, which keeps me sane. I can't think of anything that makes one happier than to cuddle and play and start the day with a warm puppy."

5. "What can one learn about them? They're human beings, with all the frailties that women have; I think they're more vulnerable than women. I really do. You can hurt a man so easily."

6. "Sex appeal is something that you feel deep down inside. It's suggested rather than shown. I'll admit that I'm not as well-stacked as Sophia Loren or Gina Lollobrigida, but there is more to sex appeal than just measurements."

7. "Whatever a man might do, whatever misery or heartache your children might give you - and they give you a lot - however much your parents might irritate you - it doesn't matter because you love them."

8. "Never let yourself grow up believing that... anybody is any different from anybody else... we're all the same."

9. "I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person."

10. "The world has always been cynical, and I think I'm a romantic at heart. I hope for better things, and I thank God the world is also full of people who want to be genuine and kind."

Songs of July

1. MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday.

2. Twenty-Four - Switchfoot.

3. Ride - Cary Brothers.

4. Ashes and Wine - A Fine Frenzy.

5. Come Out of the Shade - The Perishers.

6. Stay Away - The Honorary Title.

7. See These Bones - Nada Surf.

8. No One's Gonna Love You - Band of Horses.

9. Passenger Seat - Death Cab for Cutie.

10. Far More - The Honorary Title.

Tuesday 30 June 2009

Songs of June

1. Girlshapedlovedrug - Gomez.

2. I Hate Myself For Loving You - Joan Jett & The Blackhearts.

3. Monday Monday Monday - Tegan & Sara.

4. 1901 - Phoenix.

5. Why Do You Let Me Stay Here? - She & Him.

6. Comes and Goes (In Waves) - Greg Laswell.

7. In The Closet - Michael Jackson.

8. Street Map - Athlete.

9. Reading In Bed - Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton.

10. I Was Made For You - Rivers Cuomo.

Wednesday 3 June 2009

Anne Frank Quotes

I've recently finished reading The Diary of Anne Frank, and along the way, I marked favourite passages and quotes. I read this book when I was younger, and didn't appreciate it like I should have. Now, I realise that it is one of the most eloquently poignant portrayals of hope in times of fear, and a very insightful look into the psyche and soul of an ordinary, yet extraordinary teenage girl.

1. "The best remedy for those who are frightened, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere they can be alone, alone with the sky, nature and God. For then and only then can you feel that everything is as it should be and that God wants people to be happy amid nature's beauty and simplicity. As long as this exists, and that should be forever, I know there will be solace for every sorrow, whatever the circumstances. I firmly believe that nature can bring comfort to all who suffer." Wednesday, 23 February 1944.

2. "It's utterly impossible for me to build my life on a foundation of chaos, suffering and death. I see the world being slowly transformed into a wilderness, I hear the approaching thunder that, one day, will destroy us too, I feel the suffering of millions. And yet, when I look up at the sky, I somehow feel that everything will change for the better, that this cruelty too will end, that peace and tranquility will return once more. In the meantime, I must hold on to my ideals. Perhaps the day will come when I'll be able to realize them!" Saturday, 15 July 1944.

3."I think spring is inside me. I feel spring awakening, I feel it in my entire body and soul. I have to force myself to act normally. I'm in a state of utter confusion, don't know what to read, what to write, what to do. I only know that I'm longing for something..." Saturday, 12 Februrary 1944.

4. "I don't have much in the way of money or worldly possessions, I'm not beautiful, intelligent or clever, but I'm happy, and I intend to stay that way! I was born happy, I love people, I have a trusting nature, and I'd like everyone else to be happy too." Saturday, 25 March 1944.

5. "I've asked myself again and again whether it wouldn't have been better if we hadn't gone into hiding, if we were dead now and didn't have to go through this misery, especially so that the others could be spared the burden. But we all shrink from this thought. We still love life, we haven't yet forgotten the voice of nature, and we keep hoping, hoping for... everything." Friday, 26 May 1944.

6. "When everybody starts hovering over me, I get cross, then sad, and finally end up turning my heart inside out, the bad part on the outside and the good part on the inside, and keep trying to find a way to become what I'd like to be and what I could be if... if only there were no other people in the world." Tuesday, 1 August 1944.

7. "I don't want to have lived in vain like most people. I want to be useful or bring enjoyment to all people, even those I've never met. I want to go on living even after my death!" Wednesday, 5 April 1944.

8. "Riches, prestige, everything can be lost. But the happiness in your own heart can only be dimmed; it will always be there, as long as you live, to make you happy again." Wednesday, 23 February, 'Thoughts: To Peter'.

9. "I have the feeling that Peter and I share a secret. Whenever he looks at me with those eyes, with that smile and that wink, it's as if a light goes on inside me. I hope things will stay like this and that we'll have many, many more happy hours together." Sunday, 19 March 1944.

10. "Despite all my theories and efforts, I miss - every day and every hour of the day - having a mother who understands me. That's why with everything I do and write, I imagine the kind of mum I'd like to be to my children later on." Friday, 24 December 1943.

Sunday 31 May 2009

Songs of May

1. Talk Talk Talk - The Ordinary Boys.

2. White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane.

3. Lounger - Dogs Die In Hot Cars.

4. I Melt With You - Nouvelle Vague.

5. Casey's Song - City & Colour.

6. I Want You - Third Eye Blind.

7. Woman Like A Man - Damien Rice.

8. Woe - Say Anything.

9. Closer - Travis.

10. The Drugs Don't Work - The Verve.

Saturday 2 May 2009

Songs of April

1. Light Years Away - MoZella.

2. Inside Of Love - Nada Surf.

3. Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale.

4. Silver Lining - Rilo Kiley.

5. Accidental Babies - Damien Rice.

6. We Are All On Drugs - Weezer.

7. Non Believer - La Rocca.

8. No Sunlight - Death Cab For Cutie.

9. I Shall Believe - Sheryl Crow.

10. Samson - Regina Spektor.

Monday 20 April 2009

Old Hollywood: Actors

I adore old movies, so here is a list of some of my favourite actors from 'Old Hollywood'. I couldn't possibly put these in order of favourites, so they're just in a random order. They're all so handsome! :]


1. Steve McQueen.





















2. Laurence Olivier.




















3. Montgomery Clift.




















4. Rock Hudson.




















5. Gregory Peck.




















6. Paul Newman.




















7. Peter O'Toole.




















8. Marlon Brando.




















9. Cary Grant.




















10. Albert Finney.

Thursday 9 April 2009

Playlist for Jimi

Happy birthday! :]

1. Comptine d'Un Autre Été - Yann Tiersen.

2. Never Had Nobody Like You - M. Ward feat. Zooey Deschanel.

3. Tiny Dancer - Elton John.

4. Happier Times - Joe Bonamassa.

5. Untitled - Interpol.

6. Moonlight Sonata -Beethoven.

7. Your Protector - Fleet Foxes.

8. Jolene - Ray LaMontagne.

9. I Might Be Wrong - Radiohead.

10. The Great Flood - Joe Bonamassa.

Sunday 5 April 2009

10 Steps

We all have bad days. Whether you're having trouble with the other half, feeling under the weather, suffering from bruised confidence thanks to some girl who has nothing better to do than tear others down to feed her own insecurities, or generally just feeling blue, it's a universal thing. This is the first in my '10 Steps' series, where I will compile a list of 10 things that are guaranteed to cheer me (and maybe you) up. Since today all I felt like doing was lying down and watching the box, this first list is a movie related one.

1. Alice In Wonderland. "Ahoy, and other nautical expressions!"

2. Pride & Prejudice. "If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on."

3. When Harry Met Sally. "Had my dream again where I'm making love, and the Olympic judges are watching. I'd nailed the compulsaries, so this is it, the finals. I got a 9.8 from the Canadians, a perfect 10 from the Americans, and my mother, disguised as an East German judge, gave me a 5.6. Must have been the dismount."

4. Charade. "Marriage license? Did you say marriage license? Oh I love you Adam, Alex, Peter, Brian, whatever your name is."

5. The Holiday. "Well, hello big dollop!"

6. Secretary. "Each cut, each scar, each burn, a different mood or time. I told him what the first one was, told him where the second one came from. I remembered them all. And for the first time in my life I felt beautiful. Finally part of the earth. I touched the soil and he loved me back."

7. How To Steal A Million. "I want you to take a long look at the trees, the blue sky, and the river, all of which I personally loathe, which is why a juicy stretch in a French prison doesn't bother me at all."

8. 10 Things I Hate About You. "I'm down, I've got the 411, and you are not going out and getting jiggy with some boy, I don't care how dope his ride is. My momma didn't raise no foo'!"

9. The 40 Year Old Virgin. " That's a good looking grandma! My grandma looks like Jack Palance."

10. Two For The Road. "Darling, what's French for 'Inspector, I don't believe a word you're saying and you're not gonna get a damn penny?'"

Thursday 2 April 2009

Songs of March

This is a bit late, but I got a tad sidetracked.

1. We Looked Like Giants - Death Cab For Cutie.

2. On A High - Duncan Sheik.

3. Piazza, New York Catcher - Belle & Sebastian.

4. Catch The Wind - Donovan.

5. I Know It's Over - The Smiths.

6. Love Lockdown - Kanye West.

7. Daniel - Bat For Lashes.

8. Persephone - Third Eye Blind.

9. Drive - Funeral For A Friend.

10. Lightning Crashes - Live.

Wednesday 25 March 2009

Cities

I've only been abroad once and it was so disastrous that it hasn't been attempted since. I'm sure I will visit many of the places I want to at one point, so here is a list of some of them, plus cities I have been to before and wish to return to. Thanks to Naoise for the suggestion.


1. Edinburgh. A city I've visited hundreds of times on account of it's accessibility and what there is to do there. I adore the atmosphere, museums, art galleries, culture, history and architecture, and having lunch in the park with Gemma. Everytime I pass the statue of David Hume, I think to myself "Why is he in a toga?"

2. Kraków. I would really love to visit this city, and experience the culture. Visit the castles and cathedrals, look at the gorgeous architecture and of course, visit Auschwitz. That is something I have always wanted to do.

3. Paris. I have this utterly childish belief that I will fall in love in Paris (unless, of course, I go there already in love, which would probably be just as wonderful ) It just seems so romantic. I would love to visit the Louvre, and see how much French I can remember from school... better yet, it might be a good excuse to learn the language again.

4. New York. I have this sneaking suspicion that I would take black and white photographs all the time there. I'd love to just wander around there. Window shop (Tiffany's!) and obviously, visit all the landmarks. The Empire State Building, Statue Of Liberty, oh and Central Park.

5. Rome. I'd love to visit so many places in Rome, including the Pantheon in Old Rome with the hole in the ceiling, and the Colosseum. Plus, I love Italian food. Oh and not forgetting The Mouth Of Truth. I love Roman Holiday.

6. Berlin. Lots of different museums for me to enjoy, including a Jewish museum which I think seems really interesting and Topography of Terror. I also love visiting churches and there are some that look really interesting there, plus different memorials and the remaining section of the Berlin Wall.

7. Amsterdam. Many museums, churches and synagogues to catch my interest. I'd really like to visit the Anne Frank House, Van Gogh museum and take in the parks and countryside.

8. Athens. So many of the landmarks in Athens look fascinating, especially The Acropolis and The Ancient Agora.

9. London. I have been to London twice, but there is so much to see and do there, I'd probably have to go back quite a few times to get it all done. I've yet to visit St. Paul's Cathedral and The Tower of London. Lots of different museums and galleries too.

10. Prague. Prague Castle, Josefov - the historical Jewish ghetto, various museums and galleries and the Gothic Týn Church in the Old Town.

Sunday 15 March 2009

Sunday Songs

I wish Sundays were always brilliantly sunny and calm, where everyone can have long lies and then enjoy the day by mooching about in the comfiest of clothes, walking in unspoiled landscapes and having the most incandescent daydreams. Here are some Sunday songs; the ones I like to relax to, and the ones that should make the sleepiest of days just a bit more magical.

1. The Underground - Al Murphy.

2. This Is How My Heart Behaves - Feist.

3. Real Love - Regina Spektor.

4. Postcard From A Dark Star - Merz.

5. Lilac Wine - Jeff Buckley.

6. Meadowlarks - Fleet Foxes.

7. Crowd Surf Off A Cliff - Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton.

8. Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine.

9. Do You Want To Come With? - Stephen Fretwell.

10. Fake Plastic Trees - Radiohead.

Sunday 8 March 2009

More Literary Quotes

1. "Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us." - from Pride & Prejudice by Jane Austen.

2. "What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be. I know it's crazy." - from The Catcher In The Rye by J.D. Salinger.

3. "I'm no idealist to believe firmly in the integrity of our courts and in the jury system - that is no ideal to me, it is a living, working reality. Gentlemen, a court is no better than each man of you sitting before me on this jury. A court is only as sound as its jury, and a jury is only as sound as the men who make it up." - from To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee.

4. "These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections - sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent - that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it. The events that my death wrought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous body had been my life." - from The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold.

5. "Gentle reader, may you never feel what I then felt! May your eyes never shed such stormy, scalding, heart-wrung tears as poured from mine. May you never appeal to Heaven in prayers so hopeless and so agonized as in that hour left my lips; for never may you, like me, dread to be the instrument of evil to what you wholly love." - from Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë.

6. "We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars." - from Lady Windermere's Fan by Oscar Wilde.

7. "Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as long as I am living! You said I killed you - haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt their murderers. I believe - I know that ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! Only do not leave me in the abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God! it is unutterable! I cannnot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul!" - from Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë .

8. "His voice rose under the black smoke before the burning wreckage of the island; and infected by that emotion, the other little boys began to shake and sob too. And in the middle of them, with filthy body, matted hair and unwiped nose, Ralph wept for the end of innocence, the darkness of man's heart and the fall through the air of the true, wise friend called Piggy." - from Lord Of The Flies by William Golding.

9. "The heaventree of stars hung with humid night-blue fruit." - from Ulysses by James Joyce.

10. "Every now and then a clear harmonic cry gave new suggestions of a tune that would someday be the only tune in the world and would raise men's souls to joy." - from On The Road by Jack Kerouac.

Saturday 28 February 2009

Songs of February

1. Goodbye Yellow Brick Road - Elton John.

2. Wolf Like Me - TV on the Radio.

3. Five Years - David Bowie.

4. How Soon Is Now? - The Smiths.

5. Jealous Guy - John Lennon.

6. Hounds Of Love - Kate Bush.

7. Sealion - Feist.

8. There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths.

9. Theme From Sparta F.C. - The Fall.

10. White Winter Hymnal - Fleet Foxes.

Wednesday 25 February 2009

Quotations

Another installment of quotes that I like enough to write down and refer to every now and again.

1. "Everyone wants to be Cary Grant. Even I want to be Cary Grant." - Cary Grant.

2. "Always remember that you are absolutley unique. Just like everyone else." - Margaret Mead.

3. "Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak, courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen." - Winston Churchill.

4. "If there were in the world today any large number of people who desired their own happiness more than they desired the unhappiness of others, we could have paradise in a few years." - Bertrand Russell.

5. "You can live to be a hundred if you give up all the things that make you want to live to be a hundred." - Woody Allen.

6. "The fact that a believer is happier than a skeptic is no more to the point than the fact that a drunken man is happier than a sober one." - George Bernard Shaw.

7. "I might repeat to myself slowly and soothingly, a list of quotations beautiful from minds profound - if I can remember any of the damn things." - Dorothy Parker.

8. "If children grew up according to early indications, we should have nothing but geniuses." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.

9. "If you are a dog and your owner suggests that you wear a sweater, suggest that he wear a tail." - Fran Lebowitz.

10. "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." - Douglas Adams.

Tuesday 24 February 2009

Oscar Dresses

I always look forward to, and enjoy The Oscars, not only because I love all things film related, but because of the dresses. Here is a list of some of my favourites from over the years.

1. Kate Winslet, 2002.


















2. Reese Witherspoon, 2006.



















3. Michelle Williams, 2006.



















4. Audrey Hepburn, 1954.



















5. Penelope Cruz, 2009.

















6. Marion Cotillard, 2008.



















7. Kate Hudson, 2003.



















8. Natalie Portman, 2009.


















9. Katherine Heigl, 2008.

















10. Sarah Jessica Parker, 2009.

















Sunday 15 February 2009

Love Songs

I'm aware that I probably should have posted this yesterday, in conjunction with Valentine's Day, but I was too occupied watching old romantic movies. Huzzah. So, I really love music, and I love songs that are about love - whether that's romantic love, unrequited love, the love between a parent and a child, loving someone after they're gone, the list goes on - so I made a list of 10 love songs that I like. It was so much harder than I thought it would be, too.

1. Lover You Should've Come Over - Jeff Buckley. "It's never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder. It's never over, all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her. It's never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter. It's never over, she's the tear that hangs inside my soul forever."

2. God Only Knows - The Beach Boys. "I may not always love you, but long as there are stars above you, you never need to doubt it. I'll make you so sure about it."

3. I'll Be Seeing You - Billie Holiday. "I'll find you in the morning sun. And when the night is new, I'll be looking at the moon, but I'll be seeing you."

4. Maybe I'm Amazed - Paul McCartney & The Wings. "Maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time, maybe I'm afraid of the way I leave you. Maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song. You right me when I'm wrong. Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you."

5. Trust - The Cure. "And still the hardest part for you, to put your trust in me. I love you more than I can say, why won't you just believe?"

6. Something - The Beatles. "Something in the way she knows. And all I have to do is think of her. Something in the things she shows me. I don't want to leave her now."

7. Never Tear Us Apart - INXS. "I was standing, you were there. Two worlds collided and they could never tear us apart."

8. With Or Without You - U2. "Through the storm we reach the shore, you give it all but I want more. And I'm waiting for you."

9. Please Forgive Me - David Gray. "Please forgive me if I act a little strange, for I know not what I do. Feels like lightning running through my veins every time I look at you."

10. How Can I Tell You - Cat Stevens. "Whoever I'm with, I'm always, always talking to you. I'm always talking to you, and I'm sad that you can't hear."

Friday 6 February 2009

Dinner Party

I'm sure a lot of people, at one point or another, have pondered and mentally constructed a guest list for a dream dinner party. You're at liberty to invite anyone you want, whether they're living or dead, famous or non-famous (although, why would you invite someone of little importance, when you can have anyone you want?) and your disregard for whether or not everyone will get along will not be sniffed at. Here's my list, in order of no importance.

1. Jeff Buckley.

2. Marilyn Monroe.

3. Edgar Allan Poe.

4. Charlotte Brontë.

5. Cary Grant.

6. David Hume.

7. Audrey Hepburn.

8. Jane Austen.

9. Oscar Wilde.

10.Henry VIII.


If you're reading this, and want to make your own guest list, post it in the comments section, if you so desire.

Saturday 31 January 2009

Songs of January

1. To Wish Impossible Things - The Cure.

2. It's Tricky - Run DMC.

3. Spectacle - Sean Lennon.

4. TKO - Le Tigre.

5. Crushcrushcrush - Paramore.

6. Flume - Bon Iver.

7. Blue Ridge Mountains - Fleet Foxes.

8. Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too - Say Anything.

9. Back In Your Head - Tegan & Sara.

10. City Girl - Kevin Shields.

Sunday 18 January 2009

Art

I'm in an arty mood tonight. So here's a list of some of my favourite works of art.


1. The Glass Of Wine - Johannes Vermeer.
















2. The Family - Paula Rego.



















3. Portrait of the Journalist Sylvia von Harden - Otto Dix.


















4. Study after Velazquez's Portrait of Pope Innocent X - Francis Bacon.


















5. Doubting Thomas - Caravaggio.
















6. Christina's World - Andrew Wyeth.












7. The Death of Marat - Jacques-Louis David.


















8. Nightfall Down the Thames - Atkinson Grimshaw.













9. School of Athens - Raphael.















10. Young Man at his Window - Gustave Caillebotte.





Tuesday 6 January 2009

2009

I don't really like to make resolutions at the beginning of a new year; they always end up being the really obligatory and obvious choices and I almost always never keep them. So instead of having to make 10 resolutions (I cringe just at the thought of that) I decided to make a list of 10 things that I would like to happen this year. Yes, some of them are probably in the 'resolution' category, but I prefer to think of them as wishes, hopes and aims. I'm not going to feel like a total failure if I don't stick to some of them. These aren't in order of importance, either.


1. Love. This year, I really want to maintain a relationship, and feel that contentment and happiness for a prolonged period of time. Happiness is important to me, and I think that if I'm genuinely happy and the people I love and care for are happy aswell, then everything seems more attainable and problems might be just a bit easier to overcome. I want to make a certain someone happy, because he deserves to feel like that. Every day.


2. Get a good job. I am definitely a dreamer, and hoping fervently for a job that makes me happy is a perfect example of this. But like most people, I don't think it's too much to ask for.


3. Donate blood again. Donating blood for the first time last September was a great experience, one I ventured into after reading a book where a character donated blood and ended up falling in love with the woman who received his blood in a transfusion. Rest assured, I didn't donate hoping to find love, but for some reason, the thought of doing it stayed with me until I decided to do it. And I felt so proud of myself. It felt great to know I potentially saved someone's life. Unfortunately, when I was invited to donate a second time, I was really ill and wouldn't have been allowed to donate. So I would really like to do it again this year, hopefully more than once.


4. Get a puppy. Losing Holly in '07 was pretty tough, after 16 years of her being part of our family, it felt strange to go into the kitchen and not see her lying in bed, or hear her padding about looking for a nice place to lie down and nap. But last year, as a family, we decided that we were ready for a new pet, and so this summer, hopefully, another Miniature Schnauzer will be brightening up my life. And the rest of my family's, too. I can't wait.


5. Study again. I'm not sure if it will be with the Open University again or if I'll find a uni or college to study at. It's all about finding the right course, and I've still not come across Holocaust Studies, which is my idea of a dream course. As nerdy as that may seem. But I felt a great sense of accomplishment with completing and passing my course with the OU.


6. Have a great birthday. I tend to have disappointing birthdays, and while they're just one day out of the year and it may seem bratty to want to have a perfect day, I am determined to have a good one this year. Turning 21 is quite special, I believe, and since I'm going on holiday to Derbyshire for a week for my birthday, I hope that I don't fall victim to the disappointment birthdays tend to bring. I'm still trying to decide what to do on the actual day, so lists shall be made! I already have a few - geeky - ideas.


7. Do something creative. I like to think I'm quite a creative person, I am prone to a few good ideas a month, but whenever I try to put them into motion, something seems to be preventing me. I'm a bit like one of those people who can see a perfect drawing in their head but when they have the pencil in their hand and the paper in front of them, it ends up looking nothing like the image they had in their head. So, whether it's starting that short story or getting back into playing music, I'm going to try and unblock my creativity.


8. Keep reading. Anyone who knows me well will testify that I adore books and reading. For the last few years, there hasn't really been a prolonged period of time where I wasn't reading a book. And I'd love to keep that going. I have a list of 'to read' books and a lot of books I'd love to buy, so hopefully this one will be easy to achieve.


9. Finish my bedroom. I started to decorate quite a while ago now, and there are still a few things to do, and I would love for my bedroom to be a place I feel really happy and safe in. A little sanctuary. I still need a bookcase for all my books, and I have some black and white pictures I want on the wall. Things like that. I think completing my room and adding lots of little decorative touches would be a good tie in with my 'Do something creative' aspiration.


10. Talk to people about how I feel. I'm quite bad for keeping things bottled up and I want to feel more liberated with my feelings, for instance, if I have feelings for someone again, I will NOT keep them to myself for so long because it did me no favours and made me feel really low. It really does help to talk to someone if you have something on your mind, and I think I'd like to get over the notion that people wouldn't want to hear my thoughts and worries because they have bigger things to deal with.